my mistake...
i shouldnt even have greeted him...
i mean, he was most prob like "wtf?she just blogged about being cheated by me n now she is greetin me?"
argh...i really do hate myself sometimes...
i hate the two sides thingy...
no, i don't have multiple personalities goin on...
its just that i've this thought that he might not be as horrible as he portrays himself to be...i thought he could prove to me that i was wrong...
but the absence of his reply this morn smacked me back to reality...
i should just shut up n forget bout all the thoughts of startin over platonically with him...
cuz its really sickenin...bloody sickenin...