okie...its final
i've been actin like some fickled minded psychotic bitch for the passed few weeks...
thank u jacq....i'm so glad i've got a great friend like u...
i mean, what i've been doin is just not right...probs can't be solved by pushing the 'erase' button....i'm lettin everythin be as they are now.....its gonna be more painful but at least its not draggy....
and...i've always been the victim of emotional exploitations...lol...yes its that bad....i get caught up in unnecessary dramas...all just becuz i cared too much....n no i didnt poke my nose into their lives...i just get sucked in as some supportin role....
so many things happenin, n i'm prayin hard that i'll get thru them all without fallin into that stupid depression phase again......
~positive mode~
i need tonnes of support!!
kamsamida!