well well...isnt it funny how my life turned out like shit now....
i've always been some sort of an outcast (yes ista, if u r readin diz, i still feel like i'm the outcast)...always have too much things in my mind...worryin everyday bout financial stufs...
and seriously, i wish someone could take a vacumncleaner and suck half of my brains out...
n isnt it great how things seem to be gettin more horrible each day?perhaps i am ageing...21 and already sick of life, i wonder what i'll be like 30 yrs later....old, shabby and totally worn out...
n with the rate i'm at now, i guess i'll be one of those average income earners...stuck workin as some clerk and still dependin on public transport to travel around...
i m NOT talkin cock...
i flunked my first 2 acca internal papers, for goodness sake....the two "not-difficult" papers...n somehow today when i got my results, i wasnt cryin...all cuz i knew it was gonna happen this way...i've cried too much the time when i was "studyin" for it....
n i m still wonderin how the heck m i gonna get 1.6k out for my acca exemption fees...
sigh...