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i hate evening classes...i hate to take the train alone with some perverts staring at my boobs...i hate sittin next to weird aunties with fake coach bags in rapidkl...

n so...i dressed up nicely during these horrible days....(at least i don't feel 'more' depressed lookin at my reflection at the train/bus window panels...)

and...i had my presentation today as well...it was some role-playing thingy...n we were supposed to dress in formal attires...

i don't like to wear the same outfit during every presentation...so i went through my aunties' wardrobe last sat to see if i could find anythin...there were nice skirts but OMG....OMFG....i couldnt fit into any one of them....sickenin fatty...

n so aunt leefoon took me to this boutique....she wanted to exchange some skirt...n so she thought i could find somethin nice there...n i found this skirt n everyone was happy how good fatty looks in it...lol......

today i wore it...with some top i got from nichi last time...n this really cheap white lace camisole...

^^the camisole i got for rm 12....

^^the quite transparent shirt from nichi....

^^and the flare cute skirt aunt leefoon got from me from red boutique...

oh we had our ACCA registration session today....it was quite boring and so mrsparkleekim n me were camwhoring as usual....teeheeehee...

^^oh please excuse my cacated lips cuz of my cd lipgloss....

and i m kinda like having this transformer fever, really wanna watch it but i MUST study for my taxation test next mon...argh....

and fuxiang had to wear this shirt he bought for rm40....argh

^^argh...its cool but argh...i wanna watch it la.....

lastly...we were given some serial number for our ACCA affliate registration...my number is quite cute....
bcuz i was damn bored...i took pics of the form too...lol

^^my form number...2000203200....julia got 201...
n we are supposed to pay ₤62 for the registration...argh, headache...that's like bout rm400...i seriously do not noe where to get that amount cuz i'm not workin anymore....argh

=.="

sigh

and the last pic for today...shockingly, i look thinner here...lol...

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oh n i finally finished drawing the angel in my diary...
took me 4 mths...
not that i was 'that' busy....i just 4got all bout it...
so just now durin financial reporting lecture i drew the last part of the left wing...(well, at least i m doin somethin productive...i normally just dream in lectures..)
n yes, my obsession with angels started way b4 i met him...

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i miss my place so much....
3 weeks is long...
so i went back to my place last thurs cuz i was feelin extremely homesick...
n also bcuz i was missin someone so much...but :P it ended
n i was lookin extremely idiotic in college that day cuz of my teddy...it was a lil too huge to stuf it in my bag n so i had to just chuck it in some paper bag...totally exposed...totally embarrassing...
its really sick to see ppl starin at my teddy with their "wtf!!??" looks , n then stared back at me...
can't they see i just broke up with someone??(ok it makes no sense here...)
n yeah, i practically announced to the whole class that i ended my 1 mth LDR...
jass was shocked not becuz of how fast it ended...she was shocked cuz she didnt even noe i had a bf...lol...

n now teddy found a new owner...i gave it to mira...
cuz i dun wan to sleep with somethin that reminds me of him...

my trip won't be complete without camwhoring sessions...teeheehee...

too bored in the car....camwhore la....

smile mira...u must camwhore....

*...bleak...*

n weeee....
had a nice time last saturday...
aunt kim's housewarmin was nice...but sadly, i didnt take any pics...my batt died...:(
eugene (aka mr pms) came to visit...mrs parkleekim drove me around town at 10pm...we kipnapped eugene n stuffed him with squid n chocolate milkshake in happy valley n satay in ipoh garden

i wanted chocolate smoothies too..but they gave me choco milkshake...ok..my mistake for markin '2' on the order slip....

weeeheeehee...did i mention i can drive around now??
me goin bak again this thurs...can't wait to get my hands on my wheelies....

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i broke up with ken...
it wasnt anythin surprising...
in fact, it ended exactly a mth of being 'together' literally...
n i m only bloggin bout it now, which is a week later...
though i initiated it, i still needed time to recover...
he just said sorry...
its like it didnt meant anything to him...
n the fact that he didnt even try to save it, worsen the condition

now, prove to me luv exist
cuz i'm 99% sure it doesnt...

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found this somewhere...
"you won't be his first, his last or the only one he has loved before, he will love again but if he loves you now, what else matters? he is not perfect and neither are you, and the two of you will never be perfect. but if he makes you laugh, at least once make u think twice, and admits to being human and making mistakes..hold on to him and give him all you've got. he is not going to quote poetry, he is not going to be thinking of you every moment, but he will give you a part of him that he knows you can break. don't hurt him, don't change him, don't expect too much from him. smile when he makes you happy, cry when he makes you sad, and miss him when he is not there..."
luv ya lots, dear

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its funny cuz my first is what others consider the most difficult...its weirder because a total attention seekin bitch like me is commitin IN one....
but sometimes somethings are really unexplainable....

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i need assurance...givin excuses just won't do...
yes, i m demanding...but am i being paranoid OR r u just too ignorant?
i don't want last minute patches...
it doesnt work this way...
i'm committin myself...r u?

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trust...
can u just trust me?
u have to know i'm no longer your 12 year old kid...
infact, i've been acting so childish through out my whole entire life because u want me to...
sometimes u have to learn how to trust me...
my decisions n opinions...
n i need u to trust me now...
please...

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